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i used to be happy
i used to revel in what life has to offer
i used to enjoy what i am doing
i used to live for the moment
i used to know where i was going
i used to know why i was headed there
but now
it seems as if a pall of depression
overtook my usual zest
i dont know how to be happy anymore
i dont know why i still live
it seems as if there's no direction in my life
frolicking along
never really understanding
why the fates deemed it fit
to give life to me
and now
i'm afloat
trying to hold on to my sanity
hoping something or someone
can once again spark
my interest in life
and give me back
the keen interest in life
i used to have
for i long to be
the person that i used to be
before depression came over me
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